"Lord, I'm sorry!"

I sinned.  I knew it was wrong but it felt so right!  I know that God has forgiven me, but as I go to that holy place, other eyes are upon me...

The burden...it is heavy;
the yoke, it has me down.
Where can I go to unload
before I slip and drown?!
How many are the ones that reach out
truly understanding?
Are there ones to listen to me
and not be demanding?
So many things are happening,
I am so confused!
I need to empty out my heart
and not be abused!
I need to look into one's eyes
and feel that they relate;
I need arms that embrace me,
and not 'looks' that berate!!

I know there is a place to go
with at least One to see!
He knows ALL that I have done
and yet he STILL loves me!
There SHOULD be others like Him
in places He ordains,
instead of them that shake their heads
just adding to my pains.

Other eyes are upon me.  Why are they not joining me as I get on my knees?  While I'm here, I will pray for them too.  That's what true love does.
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